I am planning to update this blog yet again. I never write blogs regularly. Even my primary blog suffers from lean phases. For months, I never write anything, and then, suddenly, I realize, that blogs are the great blessing of the internet, and it is the best way to spend one's time on the internet.

I intended to make this blog my secret diary, a place to record those thoughts, which cannot be written in the public blog,for various reasons. However, even in this world of anonymity, it is difficult to shed the mask and come out of the closet (not in the oft used sense of the word). However, it is important, that I do write about stuff that is bothering me, and cannot be shared with friends, family etc. for reasons, that will become clear in future posts.

I am passing through a transition phase in my personal life, which may either turn out to be a success, or may finally amount to nothing (which I fear), finally pushing me to the margins of middle class social life, a fate which I want to avoid at this stage of my life.

However, as usual, it is lunchtime, Friday, and there is a lot to be done, before the meeting on Monday with S. I have not even started doing experiments,let alone interpret the results etc.

So, the rant has to take a backseat for the present. The weekend will probably find me in a more candid mood, provided I get work done properly today.